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[Aug. 7th, 2007|01:28 pm] |
Holy shit, this summer has been the most stressful time in my life in a long time. I cant beleive that i dropped out of school and still feel this stressed out When college pro is over, i'm sim ply going to coast through life for a very long time.
I hated my my cell phone even before i started running a business. I hate the idea of being attached to something as trivial as a cell phone. Also, i hated the idea of always being able to be gotten ahold of if that makes any sense. Now, I have to deal with digruntled home owners, disgruntled painters, and digruntled employers. IT takes my hating cell phones to a whole new level. IT's so bad a refuse to check my voicemail even when it's full. In fact half the time my roommate emties it out for me and leaves me notes with who to call on them.
Painters are ridiculous. They dont seem to realise that i cant pay them untyil the job is done. No sorry, money does not flow out my butt, i need to get paid to pay you. They take half days and dont work certain days and i feel like a hipocrite repromanding them because i dont like to paint. As long as i stay off the job site i'm happy.
It's sad that the most joy filled moments for me are when i'm either in Helena or working. I pick up shifts whenever possible because it gives me an excuse to ignore college pro for 7, 8 hours. I dont have money to do what i want to do and i have no will to go find more painters. If i were just to produce the work that i have left, i could finish it in two weeks and bee done.
Anyway, hopefully my trip to helena will make me feel better. God i hope so |
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[Jun. 13th, 2007|01:14 am] |
So yeah, I've decided that i fear being alone. I've figured this out because i hate being single and do anything to keep away from it. LAme as it sounds, my friend Kelly pointed it out to me. Weird how this whole relztionship thing works. Be around someone so long they drive you crazy, break up, and then miss them so much it drives you crazy. Luckily, my most recent relationship wasn't that bad. She was a girl from New Jersey over here for school for a semester. HAd a week long fling with her and then she went back to her boyfriend in New Jersey who she sorta hid me from. I find it funny, but it ends up i'm now sorta jeaslous and want to see her again. No worries, i'll see her next month and we'll see what happens.
In other news, producton is going strong and my clients love me. I love this painting thing, but i hate it as well.It brings me miuch joy but almost as much stress. Eh, what can you do. Anyway, peace and come visit me in bozeman, it's lonely over here |
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| So, this was a bolog off brittany's myspace. |
[Apr. 17th, 2007|07:14 pm] |
I am not angry...unhappy...depressed...or any other emotional unbalance you may want to title me at this point.
For those of you who have had questions, I confused or hadyour own self-styled answers to this situation with my last boyfriend I will lay this out...
I truely at this point question if I will ever fall in love, not because I question there being a guy out there, but I question my own ability to "fall in love" Call it the critic in me, but it's too fairy tale for me. I am not princess, and I certainly do not assume that there is a frog waiting to be kissed by me who will turn into a prince. I do believe I will one day get married, but for now relationship just drain my emotions and make me cranky. I don't want to belong to anybody...I don't NEED to feel loved...Dating does not make me happy. It doesn't fulfill me. It does make me feel whole. I feel like it is a time drain, for me at this point.
I like Joe...He's an awesome guy. Def. the best boyfriend I have ever had. As my ex-roomate said..."Wow... He's cute...Why's he dating you?" He's attentive. He's sweet. He listens. That does not change the fact that I don't love him...will not love him...I know that I don't want to spend the rest of my life with him. There is nothing wrong with him...a whole lot right with him, He is just not what I want. I think as time went on, he would have found the same thing in me.
Some said I stopped dating him too early to find out if anything was going to "spark" me to love him. Any honest girl will tell you by the time you've been dating for a whole half-hour you start to ask..."Is this the one?????" If you don't start asking that...You prob shouldn't be together...I never asked that, because I knew the answer was no. My emotions in the relationship never went past initial attraction. I don't want to be a relationship like that...and he deserves more that that, even if he won't admit it yet.
Some people sai it was fear of committment. That is perfectly true. I am absolutely terrified invest my heart into a relationship I know I won't stay with, because when it's over I prob. won't end up with all the heart I had at the beginning of the relationship.
In answer to my unemotionalism...Yes, I am cold-hearted. Yes, I am most-likely ignorant. Yes, I am a jerk. No I am not sorry, except for the fact that I've been going back and forth on this instead of just saying it how it is.
This is my way of shutting up "bystanders" comments. My way of saying I quiit and you should do the same! |
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[Mar. 14th, 2007|03:36 am] |
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Haha, yes! So, there's this girl, named Brittany and i started liking her around Valentines day so I started hanging out with her alot. And then i asked her out but she was like i dunno if it would work because she's hella potestant and i'm, well, Catholic. But we kept hanging out and tonight i made out with her (first time) and before that she's like yeah we're dating. Oh man, i'm ecstatic. Anyway, i love you all, all like none of you who read this. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2007|01:41 pm] |
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So yeah, punching a kid in the face and then slamming his head against the ground while at a dance is a bad idea that might get you kicked out of school. Fuck. At least he deserved it. Bastard |
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[Oct. 29th, 2006|11:11 am] |
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Just for the record, I love Alicia. She's great. That's bout it. |
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[Jul. 31st, 2006|11:24 am] |
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So, i haven't posted i na while because the head of the house decided not to pay the internet bill and they cancelled it. Go figure. So, basically, now i am at my college using a co puter there. What's new with me. Hmmm, letys see... I've got the most hours out of any painter or JSM in college pro which means i have painted more than anyone these last couple of months. Hopefully, i get a plaque, but i doubt it. Also, Alicia and i broke up, but are not really broken up but in that sort of in between stage where you know you dont really want to brea up, but you could, but you're going to try to get back together. I guess we call that psuedo dating, but who knows what will happen. If it was up to me and me alone, we wont break up, but thjere are definitely two people in this relationship.
Also, for the next week i will be living in a house that usually has 5 people living in in but now only has 1 because everyone will be gone. So basically, wednesday, my birthday, i will spend either drunk or high by myself depending on which one takes my fancy. Actually, i lie, i'll be hanging out with friends, i'm not that big of a loser believe t or not.
Anyway, i have to go clean up some ones job site and get a cup of coffee. Why? Because coffee is for closers bitch! |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2006|09:20 am] |
"The most wonderful thing in life is to be delirious and the most wonderful kind of delirium is being in love."
Yevgeny Zamyatin
have a good day |
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[May. 27th, 2006|05:36 pm] |
"Modern Math"
Last week I purchased a burger and fries at McDonalds for $3.58. The counter
girl took my $4.00 and I pulled 8 cents from my pocket and gave it to her.
She stood there, holding the nickel and 3 pennies. While looking at the screen
on her register, I sensed her discomfort and tried to tell her to just give me
two quarters, but she hailed the manager for help. While he tried to explain
the transaction to her, she stood there and cried.
Why do I tell you this? Because of the evolution in teaching math since the
1950s......
Teaching Math In 1950
A logger sells a truckload of lumber for $100.
His cost of production is 4/5 of the price.
What is his profit?
Teaching Math In 1960
A logger sells a truckload of lumber for $100.
His cost of production is 4/5 of the price, or $80.
What is his profit?
Teaching Math In 1970
A logger sells a truckload of lumber for $100.
His cost of production is $80.
Did he make a profit?
Teaching Math In 1980
A logger sells a truckload of lumber for $100.
His cost of production is $80 and his profit is $20.
Your assignment: Underline the number 20.
Teaching Math In 1990
A conservative logger cuts down a beautiful forest because he is selfish and
inconsiderate and cares nothing for the habitat of animals or the preservation
of our woodlands like we liberals.
He does this so he can make a profit of $20.
What do you think of this way of making a living?
Topic for class participation after answering the question:
How did the birds and squirrels feel as the logger cut down their homes? (There
are no wrong answers.)
Teaching Math In 2006
Un ranchero vende una carretera de maderapara $100.
El cuesto de la produccion era $80.
Cuantos tortillas se puede comprar?
>>> Chris Dhatt <chris_dhatt@yahoo.com> 0 |
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[May. 14th, 2006|02:36 am] |
I'll critique them all.
9 Things I Hate About Everyone
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?
When people ask where the bathroom is they sometimes do a dance, does that bug you too. Everyone knows the bathroom dance and also know that if you cant hear you say do you have the time they'll understand the point at the wrist. I always do it when someone says huh when i ask the time.
2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually.
It called long term gratification as opposed to short term. If you spend the time to find the remote, then in the future you wont have to search and wont have to get up to change the channel. I do this too. If more people took the time to see the long term benifits and consequences, the world would be a much better place and the trinity building at carroll wouldn't have so many problems, the heating bills would go down and everyone would be generally happier.
3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?
It's proverbial. It means you want both sides of deal. It's selfish and self centered to get you cake and eat it too. It takes no one else into consideration
4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses!
"I found the item and then kept looking for it." Haha funny, but no. Have you ever looked in a place once and then found it there when you came to search there again. Well then, it's not really the last place you searched, it's in an earlier one that you didn't look very closely. Also, if you find the thing you are looking for right away then really it is in the last place you searched but no one will say that. They say that when they searcdhed for two fucking weeks and finally go, maybe it's in such and such a place and find it.
5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.
Very often, you cannot watched closely what is happening at all parts opf the screen. Are you telling me you catch every single detail in the movie the first time you watch it? No, that's because you are human and mis it. Take for example chief and commander. In it there is a scene where there is a guy taking a shit in the backround off the side of the boat. Had my friend not pointed it out and we rewound to check, i wouldnever have known, and i've watched that movie at least 5 times before that.
6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?
This one's is tough. But if you think about it, you really are just being an ass to them, a smart ass bitch if you say that. People who are like thaat try to make their flame look brighter by dimming yours in coomparison and no one really likes people wh odo that.
7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.
It a new version and it's improved. There are plenty of things that come out that are not better than the original. Take for example the H2 it was the new H1, but not improved: the sturcture was no made for off roading. Also, the same version can come out wwith updates to improve. Take for eample windows, which i know you use. Constantly there are new upgrades for XP but not a new version.
8 When people say "life is short". What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's longer?
I know for a fact that you have said in the past that the year flew by, i say it too. This saying means enjoy life because it's too short to waste. and it is short in the scheme of things but thats the way it is.
9 When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, dumbass?
Well, if you were in any place but spokomton, you ight realise that more than 1 bus can come to one bus station. You ask has the bus come and specify the number. It's a very valid question if you've ever used public transportation before. Also, take for example when i missed the wrestling bus my freshman year. I asked some one if the bus had left, same question, and they were able the question. |
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[May. 14th, 2006|01:21 am] |
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Jeese, i've been out of school a week and let me tell you, summer will be a very long time. I have worked four 11 hour days, two 6 hour days and have another 6 hour day manana. It's been a long week. I'm getting paid hella bank, tho so that doesn't bug me at all.
What bugs me is my stupid long distance relationship. I hate these since my first psuedo one. I keep promising myself i wont get into them but i always do. This one only is for three months, but even after a week is severely testing my patience fo them. I mean, i dont want to break up with alicia, but i wish i could just let it go for a couple months, but i cant. I always want to talk, i call her every night sometime between 7 my time and 11 my time. It's the only time i cant because of work and the amount of sleep i need. The thing is, because she doesn't have a real job right now and just screws around all day, she can afford to go out every night and have fun where as i need to maybe hang out with a few friends and go to bed. So when i call her she's always busy and pretty much refuses to fit me into her schedule. Well, she cant call me either because i have no phone. So basically i've gotten really frustrated at her this entire week and even when we can have a conversation i end up being really mad and she ends up being upset and so this really is not working out.
Well, that's my life in a nutshell minus the huge amounts of paint chips i always have on me, MAtilda my 6 in 1 and my slowly returning tan. Everyone, peace! |
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[Apr. 29th, 2006|12:16 pm] |
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How fast time flies. Yesterday 2:00 i had my last class of the year. I'm done with school, save fnals. What is this, where did the year go? College is probabl one of the best experiences i think i've evr had. Living away from home is just so different. Like i said, that's why i cant go home. Now i have to pack and move all my shit to my house for the summer. Fun.
I had an intervview last night. It was a blast. College Pro is such a young company; the president is only 35. I applied to be a franchise manager next year, basically, i'd be running my own business. Imagine me, running a business at the age of 19. It would be so cool if i got the job. The best part, i think, about going into a business like college pro is how similar it was to my boyscout troop. Just the stuff i did in scouts leads almost perfectly into this. I mean sure, my spaghetti dinner only had $1500 in revenue instead of $80,000 which College Pro expects from its rookies, but still, i learned alot along the lines of managing the money, being prepared.
On another side note, about 40 people got MIPs, well actually it's a UAP (underaged in possesion), at a party that my friend was on the way to. Seriously, five minutes before they showed up the cops were there. I'm smart, or anyway i had other shi to do. I stayed at carroll with Alicia and watched resovoir dogs, which was terrible, and only had a few shot during the movie. I've never had smirnoff vodka before and actually, mixed with pepsi, it's pretty good. Mostly because of the fruity taste it has.
One more thing, i was able to pick Dizzy up today witout her biting me! I'm so excited. She's not rat, which is what i really wanted, but i like her. Anyway, everyone enjoy the day. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2006|11:18 am] |
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I'm staying in Helena this summer. It should be fun, i'm sorta looking forward to it. I just couldn't stand the idea after an entire year of freedom moving back into my parents house. They are overbearing and consider me a "guest" in the house. They basically told me it's not my home anymore. Anyway, I'm working college pro this summer. I get 8.25 an hour which is pretty good in MT and i know i'll get 40 hours a week. I was thinking about trying to get another job but we'll see. So, of all like 2 of you who read this, i probably wont see you this summer. Hehe, it'd be sorta cool just to be writing to myself. eh.
I got a hampster!! It's not quite a rat, but it's pretty cool. It's small too so it's cage doesn't have to be too big. We named it Dizzie Lizzie because it runs around its wheel so much. Also, the intials for dizzie are DL, down low which is how we have to keep her because she's not allowed. I think she likes me; she's already bitten me twice.
So, by the way, it's national say hi to Joe day so if you see a Joe, say hi to him or her i guess, it will make us all feel better. l8er.
last class of the year in 2.5 hours!! then just finals *shudders* |
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[Mar. 29th, 2006|11:40 pm] |
Wow, i cant believe it. My best friend from 2nd through 5th grade just facebooked me. I haven't talked to her since i was ten and lived in VA. This is sooo weird. I always thought she was really cool back in the day. A real tomboy and fun to play with. Facebook is so cool i've decided.
In other news, my roommate's a bitch. Come to think of it, so is the group o' kids i usually hang out with. They're elitists, they think they're better than everyone. And now, i get the feeling that they just put up with me. Oh well,, most of them wont go here next year. It didn't used to be this way. IT used to be just Haendel and me. Then Johnny came along and Haendel moved in with Greg. Since then, Haendel and Johnny have gotten to be real distant from me. They hang out with different people than i do, and alot of the kids i consider friends they think they are much better than. Luckily, my other friend are very accepting and this elitist attitude doesn't bug them. Plus Haendel and Johnny are liberal and always team attack me on issues.
LAstly, I went to a speech about abortion. It was fantastic. Really gruesome pics, but overall fantastic. The man who gave the speech was from Priests for Life and they feel that most people who agree with abortion just dont know about it. America Will Not Reject Abortion Until America Sees Abortion. Anyway, if you want to see some disturbing pictures of abortions follow this link.
http://www.priestsforlife.org/resources/abortionimages/index.htmf
Well God bless you all and have a good night. PEACE! |
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[Jan. 30th, 2006|12:43 am] |
This week has been one of the worst i think i've had in a long time. But you know what's suprising? Even in the midst of the bad, there is always good. Friendships, nature, God. How is it that anyone can become so bleak as to think there is nothing for them? Even this weekend when i was fighting with alicia, my brother was about to be expelled from prep, and i was probably going to be pretty screw with that school too, that i was still able to find beauty. Nothing beats a late night walk in the presence of God. IT's out there that i feel him the most, outside, late at night, that's when i have no problem finding him. In a church, on a retreat, i know he's there, but it's almost as if he's overused. I feel like he's there with me when i'm out late at night. And i use he in the loosest sense of the world. When i look at the stars, i see him. Not a man, not a woman, but just the vastness.
And thank God for late night friends. Multiple, late night friends. Some from Carroll, one whose not.
And lastly, I'm glad for late night makeups, because sleeping without some one you love because of a fued is painful, emotionally.
God bless all of you.
Life Without Friendship is like sky without sun
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I died tomorrow:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking crack:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:
WOULD YOU:
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:
HAVE YOU EVER:
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:
:And More:
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you? |
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[Jan. 1st, 2006|01:45 pm] |
://January
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year?
yeah, stop bitying my nails... again
2. Who kissed you at midnight?
ummm, no one, which is probably good cuz i was with some drunks guys
3. Does it snow where you live?
sometimes, but not right now
4. Do you like hot chocolate?
yes
5. Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop?
no
://February
1. Who was your valentine in 2005?
i've never had a valentine
2. What did your valentine get you?
i got nothing for my imaginary valentine
3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class?
yeah
4. Who have you done a project on for Black History Month?
no one
5. Do you care if the ground hog see's its shadow or not?
not really
://March
1. Are you Irish?
no
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day?
yes
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005?
went to school? I dunno
4. Are you Happy when winter is pretty much over?
always, i love short weather
://April
1. Do you like the rain?
yes, and it rained last night, and then i got splashed by a car.
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year?
haha yes
3. Do you get tons of candy on easter?
no
4. Do you celebrate 4-20?
no, i didn't smoke till august, well at least alot
://May
1. What's your favorite kind of flower?
pretty ones
2. Do you like the spring?
yes, i love it. I especially like, i dunno if you consider this summer or not, the smell when the grass is cut for the first time in a year. That's my favorite
3. Finish the phrase: April showers bring may flowers, what do may flowers bring?
PILGRIMS!!
4. What is the first spring color that comes to mind?
pink
://June
1. What year did you graduate from school?
2005
2. Did you go on any vacations last June?
no
3. Did you realize nothing special happens in June?
pssh, my eagle scout project was happenin
://July
1. What did you do on the 4th of July?
went to Courtney's house
2. Did you go on any vacations during this month?
everything i do is a vacation. I went hiking
://August
1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer?
yeah, smoked, tis when i picked up the habit
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05?
ok so, this kid hair was too long so we cut it for him. We told him it was going to be like the length mine was, which wasn't too bad, but then sam slipped the extension of and just shaved his head completely. Haha, he looked like an elf with lil pointy ears.
3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer?
every morning
4. Do you go to the beach a lot?
no
://September
1. Did you attend school/college in '05?
carroll college
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher?
in college? prbably Doc, my chem teacher
3. Do you like fall better than summer?
definitely not. I very much enjoy it when it's hot, slurpees, hiking canoeing down river and almost dying,when it's warm and bright till like 10, sleeping outside because the house is too hot. I love summer
://October
1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever?
power rangers
2. what's your favorite candy?
skittles or reeses pieces
3. what did you dress up like this year?
a very hot looking woman
://November
1. Whose house did you go to for thanksgiving?
mis padres
2. Do you love stuffing?
yeah
3. What are you thankful for?
that i live most of my life at college and i get to visit Alicia manana!
://December
1. Do you celebrate Christmas?
yeah
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe?
no, but for christmas, Alicia sent me a note and some mistletoe so that i can "steal kisses from her whenever i want"
3. What do you want this year for Christmas?
to go back to college
4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas?
i dunno
5. Do you like cold weather?
yes, i like it when you go outside and your nose hairs freeze
[P E O P L E]
1. Best friend? Haendel johnny and Alicia
2. Best boyfriend/girlfriend? only friend maybe, Alicia
3. Lost any friends? probably
4. Gained any friends? definately
5. Met a new good friend? yep
[P L A C E S]
1. Went out of the country? yes
2. Moved? college
3. New school? since august
4. How many times on an airplane? none
[Y O U]
1. Have you changed? no, opened up maybe, become more of myself maybe, but that's not really changing.
2. New look? i AM a fashion statement
3. Any new additions? yeah, ten pounds all since winter vacation
4. Biggest conflict this year? all my conflicts are worthy of news media
5. Most depressed time this year? whenever i'm at home to long, minus the summer time because i'm out too much
[L O V E]
1. Did you fall in love? no
Ummm... where's two and three?
4. How many boyfriends/girlfriends this year? 2
5. Favorite date? dunno, probably the most recent one
[S E A S O N S]
1. Favorite Season? summer, tis my birthday!
3. Good birthday? Umm, not as good as the past ones
4. Any snow this year? on the mountains and in helena
5. Highest temperature? dunno
[F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S]
Snuck out? all the time
Met a person who will change your life? yeah. Isn't it the butterfly effect, a butterfly beating it's wings will start a hurricane somewhere. Everyone affects you some how
Kept your resolution? haven't broken this one yet
Had a first something? sure
Drank Alcohol? yes
Smoked weed/drugs? weed
Did anything illegal? he yeah
Kissed a boy/girl? this year? as in 06, not yet, give it a day though
Liked someone who didn't like you? i duno
Changed your view on things? no
The Year In Review
Was 2005 a good year for you?: i enjoyed it
What was your favorite moment of the year?: college, twas the best group of moments ever
What was your least favorite moment of the year?:knee infection *shudder*
Where were you when 2005 began?: SCourtney, he family, PJ Nicole and a few others
Where will you be when 2005 ends?: Spokane
Who will you be with when 2005 ends?: myself
Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?: generate more bad karma, i think i did pretty well
Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?:yeah no more nail biting
Did you fall in love in 2005?: maybe
If yes, with who?:some one
If yes, do they know?: dunno
Are you still in love with them?: maybe
Do you regret it?: no
Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?: yes
Did you make any new friends in 2005?: mucho
Who are your favorite new friends?: Alicia Haendel Johnny
What was your favorite month of 2005?: August
Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?: no
How many different states did you travel to in 2005?: 6
Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?: nope
Did you miss anybody in the past year?: yeah
What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?: bookdock saints
What was your favorite song from 2005?: eleanor rigby
What was your favorite record from 2005?: the wall
How many concerts did you see in 2005?: none, well one
Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?: no
did you drink a lot of alcoholl in 2005?: in perspective, yes
did you do a lot of in 2005?: once again in perspective, yes
How many people did you sleep with in 2005?: 1
Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?: no
What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?: dunno
Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?: of course
Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?: probably, i dont remember
How much money did you spend in 2005?: too much
What was your proudest moment of 2005?: eagle rank
What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?: cant decide, or cant remember. I do know there was alot of them
If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, wh: nothing, take the good with the bad
What are your plans for 2006?: have fun, keep it real ;) |
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| AHH!! So many surveys |
[Jan. 1st, 2006|11:44 am] |
Y'know, i've decided after seeing that like a million people did a million surveys, i'm not going to read them all. I hope you all had a good new years. Mine was, well, not dull. It was going to be dull, so i went out to smoke on a nice walk through the rain with one of my dad's good cigars. I took the phone and talked to Alicia a bit, but she was drunk and at a party so i let her party.
Well, as i reached about two blocks away from my house, some drunk people going staggering by. One of them yells, "Joey Gunselman?!" And i see that it was a kid that i went to school with in 6th grade. What are the odds. Matt Harnitoad. I always liked him, he was a good guy.
Well, anyway, he was out with his gi rlfriend and another kid i knew from highschool, tom adofle. They told me i was coming with them so i went. I got told by the g irl that her name was jillian about ten times and then they were at a house party.
There, we met up with yet another kid i knew, Joe Dewinter, who i am now bumming a ride to seattle with. Funny how these things work. Then i was dragged inside by the jillian to talk to a bunch of people i didn't know.
Imagine this, i kow no one and the g irl who introduced me was like this is Joe, I met him on the street but he's a really nice guy.
I ended up on the bluff in the first minutes of new years with Tom and MAtt, and then i went home, called Alicia to tell her i had a ride to the west coast and then went to bed. That sums up my night. |
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[Dec. 30th, 2005|03:29 pm] |
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I miss school. I ha te being stuck in spokane. I miss Alicia, my friends and actually having something to do. Also, as much as i dislike people just walking into my room, which i actually really like, i miss having friends right next door, not far enough away that i'd actually have to call to make plans. Lets see, it's the 30th right, so i have... about 9 days left. Ugh. This sucks. |
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